After few more days my aloofness disturbed me again n again...i didn't know if i'll overcome from this situation ever...i was very young .but i was very ahead of my age...thinking like a mature person...i started following few guys...don't think in the other way around...i love poetry and also love to read them...in those days i was inspired by a very beautiful poetry...its not a poem...its more like our hindi film dialogue and songs...

"DAR DAR KE PYAR KA IJHAAR KIYA HUMNE.....
IKRAAR KE BADLE, BERUKHI SE INKAAR KIYA APNE....
EK PAL NA SOCHA MERE DIL PAR KYA GUJREGA....
PYAR MERA SACHA THA JHUTA SAMJHAAPNE...
TAKDIR KA DEKHIYE SITAM....
JIS DIL NE RAKHATHA APKO SAR ANKHON PE...
USI DIL KO PERON SE THOKAR MARA APNE...
AB TO SARAMSE ANKH MILA BHI NAHIN PATE...
ISS KADARR APNE NAJRON ME MUJHKO GIRA DIYA...
PYAR AJBHI KARTE HAIN APSE...
AISA EK DEWAANA HAI..
JISE HATHON SE GABAYA APNE....."